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Saturday, May 19, 2007


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summary of 3 days.
thursday,friday,saturday.

i really love ballroom dancing .
love it much more to those hip-hop or blah...
i got inspired by this movie shall we dance,
despite that i watch it more than twice.

la revencha del tango!!

chelsea will win man utd !!!!
i believe with my heart and soul.

i read a lot of making chocolates infomation..
it give me the urge to know where could i find
the factory to learn how to make chocolates.
chocolates mold- didnt know where could get it.

chocolates can make people happy when they are sad.
and this is true, it has been a pill that i take during my
light years. but now, i try to accept the fact, and not to take
chocolates, because it just make me run away from reality.
我已经学着长大.
i like the fact that, when i'm sad i want to cry jiu cry
dont have to fear the eyes looking at me.
the feeling is just so great.

just now do a thai local dessert.
fantatic man... its banana with coconut milk.
it serve hot. but i added tiny crushed ice into it.
the banana are soft and sticky,which cause
the milk to be sticky too.. slowly i like thai food.
dzuna is going to cook thai dishes tmrw.
i hope she would do a good job.

我真的是残废了.
i cant play my piano and percussion well anymore.
i cant accept the fact that i cant play well anymore.
i know deep inside i have forgiven her,but
i cannot accept this reality.
i just feel like to be taken away.
hands is my most important body parts.

just because of the suan-ing by my piano teacher
when i cant play my scales well, we spend an hour doing
1 appegioes.i kept my sadness i kept my tears.
i kept them all the way home, and it causes me to be emo.

mum suspect somethings happening
didnt tell her what happen.
where do i have the guts to tell her
my hands are like handicap.
shity ass larhs.

i slept in CCF class i'm proud of myself
lol, she didnt catch me.. with the fact of yesterday
i jiu sleep in her class..

had individual on thursday
syahir keep on saying life sucks
and add words like suck , and fucking
in his sentence. and amanda tell him
to stop fucking hahaha.

the sec2 ipw better dont let me catch them
touching the section's instrument if
not they give me scream at.
and i'll ask them to jump off the building
anyway its fourth floor.
ellise to the rescue for this incident.

had sectionals on friday.
things just kinda rough.
i have to plan the objective for senior band
i dont know what to do with senior band.

amanda write down my problems
on that sectionals i have 8 problems..
she said whenever she come down to see
me she want to cancle 1 problem

she say i stand there very square.
i promiss i will do well.i promiss
the current problems will be solved.
jericho and safari will be brush up.

i really feel that i'm not the same as last
time yesterday. i can feel it,not like me
when playing merry window.

they ask me , am i nervous.
i am, very nervous indeed.

they tell me, why today a boring one
i cant seem to enjoy the piece like
them too .. but after wednessday when we
have to do this again, i will 自high 1st.
and make it an enjoyable one.

must get objective done by tmrw.
must prepare a1 for Amaths
at least an A2 would help.

called my darl~
we dont seem the same as we
talk on the phone or mas like last time.
within 1 year, everything have change
you get busy with work,i get busy with school.
we seldom get to meet up.what happen i miss the pass.
but we have to move on..

tell you my problems,you listen to me in silents.
and didnt make a sound at all. i glad that
you are willing to listen and encourage me.
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只要有你在,看着你, 听着你,
什麼都不用说,心是滿足的.

你的出現,把我的生命改变了.
好像在哪里认识过,
有个很熟悉的感觉,
我变得很听你的话.

我沒有其他的願望,
有你在就可以了.
疼愛你的感觉很甜,
也很想紧紧的抱住你,
把你抱在怀里.

假如明天將消失了,
趁現在叫你陪我看星星,
许的原是 ,不要和你分离.
躺在你的肩膀,开心的睡去.
我不会遗憾 因为
许的愿,已经实现了.

我一生的美丽,都因你而起.
珍惜有你的日子.
我会永遠守护着你,
也会变成你的守护天使.

我的愛 已融化在心里.
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SHERMINE
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Saturday, May 19, 2007